Monday, September 17, 2007

LoveStories

Hi, friends and all the lovers round the globe, before you go ahead and read this blog, let me inform you that this blog is filled with Love. When you go across this blog you will find many Love stories and lovers. My main motive behind creating this blog is to spread love and its good effects, and also to give a chance to the lovers out there, to share their Love stories with the world .There are stories which can motivate you, there are stories which are still running well and there might be several stories which ended up not quite well. But all these stories are true as i have asked my friends to share their LOVE STORIES with us, and to give it a start allow me to share my Love Story.

Hi, Friends and all the beautiful people who are ready to die for love. My name is Amitraj, and i stay in Mumbai. I stay in a house allotted to us by government; I am staying here since my birth that is 1986 December. But when I was Fourteen I found some new people shifting in the society. I was a shy guy never used to talk to girls but also was a bit bit mischievous. I saw this small girl of my age carrying her bags in this society (THIS IS NOT THE TIME WHEN I STARTED LOVING HER , IT HAPPENED FEW YEARS LATER).
She became a good friend of my sister, and through my sis I got to know her. Her name is Jaan (Name Changed). We started playing together and studying and all as this was the time to enjoy. As time passed we started knowing each other and by the time I was eighteen i had my first Mobile phone.
My sister gave her my number and she started calling me, up till now i had no interest in girls I used to believe in Love and think about my dream girl (I USED TO THINK THAT MY DREAM GIRL WOULD BE DOWN TO THE EARTH, WEARING AN INDIAN OUTFIT AND BANGLES.SOFT SPOKEN AND QUITE), and i found all that in Jaan. She resembled my dream girl but I could not realize that she is the one for me. We used to talk on phone for along time, even at nights till 2 to 3'oclock we used to talk. One day she called me when i was going to watch a shoot going nearby my place, I was excited about it. I was rushing towards the location and suddenly I felt some vibration in my pocket, i realized that it was my mobile phone. I checked the caller ID which read her name Jaan. I received the call and we were talking to each other as we would usually talk. But then she said that she wants to tell me something, I had a telepathy that something is going to give me a bit of happiness. I asked her to proceed. She was a bit afraid to say as she was quite reserved. She then gathered her Courage and in a rapid accent she told me "I love You' and as soon as these three beautiful words got over, she banged the phone. I was holding my phone in my hands and was standing in the middle of the road blank and shocked.
I did not know what to do, I was happy but still confused I had a girl which resembles my dream girl and she herself wants me to be her Love. I left my friend and went back home trying to cool down myself. Then after few minutes she called me back , I asked her "Whatever you said was it true?" she replied "yes". Then I asked her" Do you wana know my answer"? She said, "Yes". And then I told her that i love her too. This was the start of my love story.
We started meeting out, and calling each other constantly. It was when I was 19 years old. People started talking about our affair and the anecdotes were spreading like a wildfire, but nothing could stop us from meeting or Loving each other.
One fine day when i was getting ready for my lectures, again she called me up, she was tensed, I asked her what the issue was. She told me that she want to quit the relationship. This sentence was the one which took away everything from me, I found my self in a desert where nothing could be seen except loneliness. She explained me that her Mother got to know everything about us and she does not want to carry on this relation any further.
Few days past i tried to investigate more on this issue, my sister told me that she is not interested in me but some signs from her indicated that she still used to love me. Soon i got a chance to talk to her, and on the phone she told me that she cannot forget me and cannot concentrate on her studies, whenever she see me she cannot think about anything else and she wants to concentrate on other thing than me. I got to know what was in her heart, and i Love her so much that i could not break her heart. So, I decided to go away from her and I found myself in Belapur a place in the New Mumbai territory. I was there for two years working hard to achieve some small dreams, but still my nights were hard to pass and my dreams used to wake me at nights, i could not forget her. I came to know that she is enjoying with her friends, talking to them as she used to talk to me and is involved in an affair. It hurt me but still I told myself that what if she doesn't love me, I Loved a girl and she was my first Love and I will always love her. But then I do not know what God’s plan was. I had to go to Mumbai, Back to the same place again as I joined a new company called Communicate2, where I am working at present.
i was working well concentrating on my aims, but then one day my friends decided to search for my love on Orkut. They entered her full name and found her; I was happy but couldn't do anything. However, my friends decided to send her a scrap saying "Are you the same girl whom i know". She replied to me as, "No". Then next day I found a Scrap saying that"I want to talk to you, I want your number plzzzzzzzz”. And then we exchanged our number i tried calling her but she was busy, after that i didn't call her at all. After 2 days when i was about to go to bed, I received a message from her asking me " Can I come Back n your life", i was very happy, this was the happiest Moment of my life after two years. A after this we were together again, we used to meet at marine drive and many other places.
One day we were at Chowpatty one of the most beautiful places in Mumbai, it was warm afternoon of September and the date 22. We were sitting hand in hand on the soft sand of that beach. We were talking as usual but then she asked me "whether i had any past affairs and have I kissed any girl in this past two years". I love her as i always did and could not lie to her, so I told her about an affair that I had and the kiss that this girl and I exchanged, but I loved her even when i was with this girl. As soon as she heard this she sat quite for a long time I know something was wrong. And the next words she said was “Amit I think you should leave". That was the second biggest sad moment of my life. But this time I knew she will come back to me and she did it . She called me up and told me that she cannot live without me and wants to stay in touch with me forever. And do you all know what it ended up in? FRIENDSHIP.
She wanted to be my friend forever, and as usual i could not deny it as I Love her a lot and cannot deny anything that she says. Now we are friends but I love her, I will not let her feel that But i will always Love her. I don't know whether she will come across this Blog or not, But all I want to say is that I LOVE HER STILL and will LOVE her forever.